WTH

Remind me to NEVER paint my nails again. EVEN IF it is only clear. And Remind me to NEVER grow out my nails so long anymore. At first I thought my nails were alright looking, kinda long and strong. In the end, all I got was annoyed! I can finally give a straight up, off the top of my head third answer to.....

"WHAT ARE YOUR PET PEEVES?"
(1.) Flies
(2.) Those merry go round thingies on playgrounds
(3!) dirty fingernails.
or well, to generalize that, BAD HYGIENE!

I hate it when people don't flush the toilet after they go number one or two. I hate it when they don't wash their hands. I don't like people leaving dirty dishes around.

The other day I forgot my iTouch at home. It wasn't that bad, I let my baby sister play with my games all day.

(She's so smart, she's memorized my password. AGAIN. I changed it at first cause my brother was spying on her and got my password. I got mad at her for that. Maybe I shouldn't have... but things are alright now. She's my little mini-meeeeeee)

I've been going home after-school a lot lately. Mainly cause I wanna see my baby sister when I get home and cause boyboy and I are spending so little time with each other nowadays.

So anyway, I was waiting for the bus one day and I recognized this freshman girl from Cleveland. Her school bus dropped her and a bunch of her school-mates across the street. They crossed the street and waited at the bus stop with me. She talks with her male friends, eats her rice krispies, and punches one of the dudes. He wasn't too bad looking, if you ask me. HAHA. So the 42 comes and we all get on. I sit by myself in the middle-ish end of the bus. The girl and her friend and this one raunchy, sweaty, numerous cavaties and grease-pit hair looking guy sits not too far. She talks to both guys. Punches the one she punched earlier again. Laughs.. the usual teenage interaction stuff. Soon, she gets off at the stop after the little corner store.

THIS IS THE PART THAT I SAW COMING. GUYS ARE SOOOO DAMN EASY TO READ SOMETIMES.
Ugly, raunchy guy: Hey, what's her name?
Okay-cutie: -------
Ugly: You tryna get on that?
Okay: Naw, she's just a friend. But if I wanted to, I could.

Man, boys can be so stupid sometimes!

I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset.

Things have been hectic. I'm just getting staaarted.



"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter."
- Martin Luther King, Jr.

Damn.

Shit man,

It's been a year and a day since my last post. I've been laaazy and inconsistent with this whole blog site for a looongass time. Well it isn't only with my website, a lot of other things too. But that is a story for another time, kids. Anyway, earlier (sometime within the last month) I thought I forgot my password to this thing, but TA-DA! I remembered it. Maybe I'll get back into blogging.. just a little. Heh, gives me something to do. Well, when I have the time. Things have been hectic. Maybe I'll take another whack at this again after my Eng 101 stuff this weekend --- just maybe. I think it'd make Duckie happy to know that I'm giving this another go. Kind of?

WELL, HAPPY MIEN NEW YEARS! (in advance)
I planned to keep this first blog short, don't wanna bored anyone to death with my ongoing ramblings. Well, that and I'm MAD PROCRASTINATING ON SOME WORK (old habits die hard).

Kathy. Over & Out! (damn it's been a while since I've said that]

I'm starting with the (wo-)man in the mirror

Unforgettable.
12/04/07 @ 7:01 AM

So I've so far kept my attendance clean. Today, I was going to stay home, but I thought about what I would be doing at school. Then I remembered that we were going to the computer lab again to work on our powerpoint presentations, and I am determined to work with my group to ace this thing. I thought about Arthur T, Stephen, & Crisana (I guess). I couldn't let my group down.

Plus, I would miss the usuals too much, esp. idiot :] There was a home meet today that I had to go to, too. So Friday, December the 14th, was a day I couldn't afford to miss JUST because I was too lazy to get out of bed.

I got up out of bed at 6:50AM. Same morning routine as always! left for the bus at 7:05AM. 42 express to the regular 48 or 42, off under the bridge @ where the 7 (to RB) is. Jay-walk to near bank w/ the herd (haha). Try to not get hit by cars. School. Same old, same old.

We got most of our work done in Corbley's. I can feel the A. At the meet, I scored at the meet by myself and was doing well until H.M. Smart found a card that Jessica accidently missed. It messed up all my scoring. In the end, Ms. Smart had to take over. Oh man... what would I do without her?!(=

After the meet I found out that my conscience was clear for those two hours. Thank goodness for work. Went with Jesto to the bus stop. Literally 7 buses that would go to his place passed us, THEN finally came my magical pumpkin (42).

Came home.
Trace was on her way out.
got comfy and felt in need of blogspot.

Here I am.

Have you ever felt that feeling where you didn't want something to happen, but you were very well aware of fact that there is a possibility it would? Well for me, it all happened in one day. Well -- not really.

WELL, KINDA.

The thought (that it could happen) has been floating around in my head lately. I was so determined it wouldn't happen. But today, I think it finally surfaced. The whole thing really shook me up.

& honestly, I don't know what to do.

Well, wait. I do.. but I don't.

That doesn't make much sense, does it?

It's really complex.

Eh, I don't know. I'm spending my whole day at home and relaxing tomorrow. My saturday will hopefully be chill. I plan on getting ahead on Jane Eyre. I will also attempt again at this book that only half interests me (I have to admit, it is a book far too easy, way below my reading skills). I'll find some pictures to print to put on our poster board and make our multiple questions test for the class. I'm really stoked for this project unlike the cry-babies in class! I will also try to make my notes for the test in Murphy's. Math has been kind of confusing lately. I am slowly understanding it, though.

GOTTA STEP IT UP.

I don't know what else to write right now. I've been bumpin' music all this time. Michael Jackson's talking to me now. He's telling me that he's starting with the man in the mirror. He's also telling me that he's asking him to make a change. Is this a sign? Subliminal message? *KNOCK ON WOOD.

It's whatever, I'm not trippin'. I'm good.

Whatever happens, happens.

I will always be me, the same Kathy.

Just to let you guys know.

Well... I'm gonna go try relax. Spend time with spider-monkey.

Everything will be okay. It always ends up becoming so.

It's life =)

BE HAPPY!

TGIF! (SHA'S JARGON).

oh,

& if you REALLY did take time out of your life to read this,

thank you.

KATHY OVER & OUT.

KANYE!?

MRDADDYDANIEL (3:49:47 PM): AYE GIRL!
kathaaygasm (3:50:05 PM): whaT?
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:50:13 PM): why are you doing a
kanye
kathaaygasm (3:50:36 PM): wtf is a kanye
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:50:46 PM): guess
kathaaygasm (3:51:30 PM): -_-
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:51:46 PM): THE DROPOUT
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:51:48 PM): !!
kathaaygasm (3:51:58 PM): fuck youu
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:52:07 PM): ur doing a kanyeevill
kathaaygasm (3:52:18 PM): -____-''
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:52:35 PM): u missed out
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:52:36 PM): on
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:52:38 PM): uh
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:52:39 PM): periods 1
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:52:39 PM): 2
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:52:40 PM): 3
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:52:40 PM): 4
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:52:40 PM): 5
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:52:41 PM): 6
kathaaygasm (3:52:46 PM): -_-
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:53:01 PM): tommrows late arrival
btw :-D
kathaaygasm (3:53:16 PM): haha
kathaaygasm (3:53:20 PM): you're such an ass daniel
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:53:24 PM): how
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:53:28 PM): am i a pretty ass
kathaaygasm (3:53:41 PM): no.
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:54:21 PM): thats gay
MRDADDYDANIEL (3:54:25 PM): horrible



Prioritizing. Something I really need to work on. Stress levels are going up for all of us, as schoolwork gets heavier. I've been SUUUPER sluffin' lately, and it isn't healthy at all. New years resolutions.. hopefully i can stick with at least one of mines for 2008. GOING TO SCHOOL WITHOUT MISSING ANY DAYS. i really need to get on that. It isn't looking good right now, but it'll get better. I just gotta work extra hard. i mean, like seriously, we already get late arrivals almost every week. I am such. A bum. I'm a huge bum.

Kathy, over & out.

BACK!?

I guess I wanted to give this whole 'BLOG' thing another try. Is there such thing as a writer's block that lasts an incredibly long time? If there is, I've been having exactly just that. A writer's block. You wanna know how it feels to have a writer's block? Imagine this. You're in a deep hole. (Just like my lil' dude to the top left there.) There is a HUGE rock above it. ITS GONNA EAT YOU IF YOU TRY TO WRITE ANYTHING! Okay, enough imagining. I exaggerated a little. The rock wasn't gonna eat me, it was just there. I couldn't get out. I was trapped. I couldn't write a thing. And I love writing so much! HA, YA GIRRRRL'S A DORK :] Anyway, I'm still kind of stuck, but I'm working on my way out. Wanna know how? I'm digging myself out of the hole with spoons! SIKE, on the real though, I'm starting little by little. And it begins with the return of this blog. This is JUST the beginning. I hope laziness and this little block thing (a deadly combo) doesn't hit me again like it did in October. I planned to start writing in this thing earlier, in October, but that attempt failed. WISH ME LUCK ON MY JOURNEY!?!!! Au revoir, mes amis!

KATHY OVER & OUT(=
oh.... EXCUSE my very amateur stick figure i made with handy dandy paint!

Re-thinking.

We're all stuck in our bad habits. We even have bad habit COMBINATIONS, deadly indeed. Well, okay, not deadly. That's a mere over-exaggeration, but you know what i mean. For some people, it's smoking. Weed, Ciggs, whatever. It could be drugs, it could be drinking. Taggin', bangin'. Fighting. Violence. There are so many possibilities. OH, and don't forget, there are GOOD HABITS tooo!


Well, lately, i've been having the worst case of this bad habits combination that i've ever had in my life. LAZINESS + PROCRASTINATION + LACK OF SLEEP, now isn't that horrible? I could have turned in a project today for extra credit, but i've been slackin' lately. i'm sluffffin. It's not due until Monday anyway. This week-end i've gotten myself an ASSLOAD of homework and i plan to get most of it done. I AM DETERMINED :)

I intentionally made this blog so i could write every day or something, but my laziness has been kicking in on full blast lately. I've been wanting to update this for so long, but i've been putting it off. You can tell by my last posting.
"i'll post more tommorrow when i get home, currently i am watching Rush Hour II at the parent's crib, yo."
Hah, that was REAL sucessful right? I don't even think i went home the day after that last posting. Maybe i did? i don't know.

So lately, i've been thinking on a whole lot of different things.

Subtropical storm Andrea didn't get to hit Florida or Georgia. That's a good and bad thing. good, because no one was injured or died.. as it could have happened with a storm. But the bad thing is, that those places really needed the rain. Subtropical Andrea hit the coasts of Florida and Georgia, a whole three weeks before hurricane season. It's super dry over there, and it's called a drought. There are wildfires burning, killing land, not to mention adding onto global warming. Have you ever seen An Inconvient Truth? It's a documentary made by Al Gore, the guy who lost in the elections to Bush. If we don't act now, we will lose the earth. Our children and children's children and so on... they need an earth to live on after we're gone.

So i recently read the beginning of a book from my World History teacher's book collection and In 30 minutes of reading while being hella sleepy, i learned a lot. This book is called The Rape Of Nanking by Iris Chang. This book is about an infamous war crime, that took place in what was known then the capital of China, Nanjing. Janjing was known as Nanking at the time. This crime is called The Nanking massacre, but is most commonly known as The Rape Of Nanking. The Japanese militia went there and started killing innocent people. 300,000 out of 600,000 people were killed. Blood was seen everywhere, anyone could be killed by a soldier without reason at anytime. No one was spared, not even pregnant women. They were raped and their bellies were slit open, fetuses pulled out. Babies were sliced into thirds and fourths.. People were burned alive, shot, drowned, strangled, buried alive. Women were raped by soldiers. Soldiers made fathers rape their daughters, and sons their mothers. People not killed right away were brought to the outskirts of the city, and forced to dig their own graves to be buried alive. People were lined up and shot in rows. This was a terible genocide. I also read in the book that many people don't know as much as they need to know about the Nanking Massacre. This event isn't mentioned much in textbooks, and isn't really tought in Japan. Iris Chang was named maybe one of the best young historians ever by Hilary Clinton. This book sold more than a half a million copies when it was first published in 1997. It is truly Ms. Chang's most famous work. She suffered from depression and wrote 3 books (Including The Rape Of Nanking) before she committed suicide while writing her 4th book. She had a nervous breakdown and was found dead in her car by gunshot in her mouth by pistol. Iris Chang is a remarkable woman, and i idolize her. There is said to be a documentarty called NANKING, based on her book to come out this year, 2007. Rest In Peace Iris Chang.



Okay, maybe that lack of sleep is kicking in now, but i have satisfied my writing craving. I'm pretty sleepy, all i want to do is relax. AAAANNNNNDDDD it is DEAD cold at my parent's crib. I should get another something to put on over this tank top. Haa.




Kathy Over & Out.